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So I haven’t been official with my boyfriend for very long but he’s number one Snapchat best friends with the girl he was with before me.

To preface, I was told he liked me about 6 months ago but he never did anything about it. We were on and off number one snapchat best friends for months but he kept losing the heart and I got off the app because of it.

We were also texting for months and finally he asked me out. Come to find out he asked me out a week after the girl went back to school and was planning to hang out with her that weekend!

A few weeks go by and she asks him to make it official but he said no. We were consistently dating at this point. However, even after we were official she was his number one best friend.

I got really upset and he blocked her with no hesitation, but I still feel like he’s only using me as a placeholder. He keeps saying that’s obviously not true because he chose to be official with me and not her, but I don’t like how he had to wait to ask me out until she left. And I don’t like how they kept talking until it turned into a fight.

I don’t have any reason not to trust him as of now other than that, but my self esteem is still sort of in shambles.

What do you all think?

Okay, i need to ge to work before starbucks closes. So i'm gonna make this quick but I'm a goddess for a f--kin reason. You tell me your secrets, you get comfortable with me, you tell me when you need to take a shit even though the most you know about me is my name. i have that kind of power that most don't get when born.

So i may talk on an anonymous app because let my power be known to others. So i attract mofos wanting to tell me everything... even if I don't care. So this one girl came to me and let's call her "Roxanne", saying she felt like a fool and she wanted advice. Advice to heal from a mistake. I'm wise and tell her give it time, but the mistake was bigger than just slapping johnny in the dick than in the ass by accident. Roxanne wanted revenge on her ex by making him jealous. So she sent pics of her sucking a dude's dick and with video. (didn't see the video.) Problem? IT'S F--KIN FAKE AND SHE HAS TAKEN 5+ PICS OF HER SUCKIN' HER DAD'S DONG. (pretending) I can't believe what I was hearing and told her this was a bad idea. But the more she kept talking about it to me... how do you have more than 5 pics and 4 videos of this and not think it was a bad idea? At all?

Did i get bamboozled to see some dumb bitch try to turn me on or sum shi?

TL;DR- Hey actual father figure who made me, let me suck your dick to make my ex jealous. Let's take pics and video, okay? Wait, this was a bad idea... let me ask someone's advice to forget this.

(p. s. she came to me and i still felt bad for her... but she be asking if i was there or not. As if she wanted me to see and keep the conversation going. Something about that wasn't right.)