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You know what you are not into and don’t want to do. You know what and when you want certain things in your future. However someone seemingly great comes along, you fall in love, and although everyone else failed to change you, this one person has talked you into disregarding your dealbreakers and so much more. Its almost scary to no longer be set in your ways. Deep down you don’t want to change but you also don’t want to lose everything you two have become

like some of these guys i know neither have superior or even average looks nor any academic or any other achievements. i dont mean to say that these all are necessary, but the way they expect a girl to have a good body, less guy friends and also opinions about how they should behave, maintain their habits and the list goes on. then they have the audacity to reject girl based on how fat or thin she is just because they flirted with her and increase their "count" of women who are into them. some of these guys also talk how they are feminists and love having a home etc which is clearly very fake (for these guys).. they do realize at some point that everything finally comes to mental peace and how happy you are in life, dont they?

In relationships, I attach importance to character harmony and the similarity of our lifestyles rather than physical characteristics.
There are no men around me who suit me in this regard. For this reason, I search for men I don't know on social media etc., find out that I am compatible with them and become platonic. And I can't reach anyone, I'm also a shy person.
What should I do

A bit of background information

I'm 32, currently in the BSN track for Nursing as my 2nd bachelors degree & this is my 1st back in school after so long. My 1st degree was in Sociology, graduated in 2016. I had teaching jobs after that and I still love teaching but due to certain circumstances I've decided to pursue Nursing since it was one of my passions that I was interested in. I was a teacher at a private school 2 years ago & I've had a tutoring job & daycare job last year. I still have the daycare job now but its on call since I'm back to school again. I always love to help people & have been researching about nursing jobs a lot lately so hence why I'm pursing it now.

Anyways, since I already had my 1st bachelors, I don't need to worry about general education credits since it's been waived but I do need pre-requisite classes such as Anatomy & Physiology, Inorganic Chemistry, & Organic Chemistry and to pass entrance exam before I go into Nursing school. However, I'm not doing so well in Organic Chemistry I may need to repeat which is fine with me but you're only allowed 3 repeats for pre-requisite classes. I already had 1 repeat from my 1st BA degree & that was for statistics class. So I'm down to 2 repeats. But now my advisor is also telling me that if I do pass the class with a "C" it needs to be a high "C" like 75 or higher otherwise I would have to repeat it. My anatomy theory class I'm doing fine in but my anatomy lab class I'm worried that it may be a low "C". My plan is to re-take inorganic Chemistry next fall since I'm under americorp grant but if I withdraw then I need to pay out of pocket but advisor suggests spring since its still fresh in my mind.

Anyways, I'm just wondering if I should continue with BSN generic track for Nursing degree with my plan to repeat chemistry next Fall or drop this since I already have a degree but work on my masters for counseling or should I study Social work or LPN or Medical assistant instead. Please help