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This is a long story and we haven’t really spoken but I see her at gatherings

First she was nervous. She was friendly to me a few times and I was friendly back. Now she seems insecure. I saw her earlier at a library I looked at her and then she went nearby me and made out she was looking for something on this bookshelf near the table I was sitting at and then she walked away

She seems nervous but she’s doing this. She always walks near me or goes into my line of vision. What is it? Why is she doing this? My friend says she likes me but I am just curious. I’m attracted to her so yeah

I run with some guys mostly at my school who are all fuccbois, me too. I came here from out of state though and immediately started bragging how these girls aren't that good, I could get em easy. A few of em warned me saying these girls are thicc asf and wear black leggings a lot and will keep a rbf if they suspect a guys a fuccboi. I laughed it off and said that won't faze me. Well yesterday I went up to this 1 girl I know in 1 of my classes that's a junior, she's 21. Thicc, had on black leggings and stayed straight faced. I went up to her and thought I had her. I was trying my BEST to ignore looking down at her booty and upper legs cuz she's thicc and in the black leggings it showed smh... but by the count of 2 I was cringing like ugggh 😖😖and finally gave up.. I can't... and my eyes went down and landed booty, then legs and the air just went out of me UHHHH😲😲😲😲so I tried to look up and recover but when I did I looked right into her cute face and I panicked... she just kept her face straight and I was TOTALLY gutted😭😭. I didn't know what to do so I apologized and admitted to her yeah I'm a fuccboi and I thought I could ignore it, tried but it doesn't work on her and I regret it. Later on I was mad asf... at myself cuz of how my jaw dropped and admitting it... it totally destroyed my ego bad. Is it right to have admitted it and feel mad about it?