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I’m 25 and my parents still have not noticed I have tattoos. My family are surper religious goody goody people, no tattoos, marry perfect white guy, no sex, be innocent angel. Since I was 23 I got tatoos it was always my dream & I like tattoos. I have a heart on my finger, rose on my wrist and plan get a small butterfly on my other wrist. I have another tattoo on my finger that says a word from my business. I wear longsleeve 24/7 and live alone so I don’t see them often. But I put makeup for my finger tattoos. One time a guy said he likes my finger tattoos and my mom said what? She didn’t like tattoos nor has any. The guy looked so confused. Then mom once said oh this guys girlfriend is so ugly she has a million tattoos disgusting. my dad has a tattoo of our dog that passed away but my mom never got mad , but when it comes to me she’ll beat me if she finds out when I visit her. She’ll hit me really hard be furious and even cry as she wants control my life have my life be how she wants only. My boyfriend has a lot of tattoos too.

I’m the last young child left in family. All my step siblings are older than me and brothers wife’s 4 sisters all are married now. The youngest sister 28 got proposed to this week. I’m not 28 yet but I worry by that age I won’t be married at all. I feel it’s not in my destiny to be married never. I feel like a loser as everyone in family is stuck up now rich perfect life with husband and im loser little girl. That show I feel. I have a boyfriend & live alone in an apartment. But to me she 25 is like a grown women I want be proposed to start living with a guy now fast. I use a horoscope app and they have said since last years it was seen 2023 I’ll be pregnant. So I’ll just have baby not married (yet)? I know many girls marry til after they have baby. I don't know y god want everything backwards for me and he choose only them be happy and he wants me unhappy in life. I feel lonely I’m a black sheep I can’t show off to anyone my beaitful apartment & how happy I am with boyfriend, they only care of their life. To the point I’m ignored and they only talk of their life so I’m distant from all of them forevever. And try live my own life alone with boyfriend. 😞 I did marry when I was young but it was a guy that used me & since he was tall & I was extremely short had baby face, he treated me like I’m a stupid little girl & not an adult women. I’m divorced soon this year, still with same boyfriend. But boyfriend and I are short so he treat me like a women never is judging me. And that guy is now with a. Super tall women like him. So for sure that guy wasn’t for me and boyfriend maybe is for me.