Search Results: i don't know what he wants

okay so here's the thing. i haven't eaten in 6 days basically because i ran out of food, and i'm in the middle of nowhere right now, i dont have a car (dont have a license anyways) so its not like i can go to the store. in two 1/2 to 4 days i will get food delivered. so i won't have any food for that much longer and in total will have gone without food for a week to 9 days or so, and i feel very sick and have no energy, and feel faint and dizzy whenever i even stand up so i can't do anything. even laying down i feel sick and tired. my only calories i'm getting are from a little sweeter in tea (and only like 200 cals a day. feel better for a couple hours after when i have that, keeps me holding on a bit) and i lowkey want to really eat rn. so i could get food before that if i ask my once removed aunt that is also staying where i'm to buy me a couple things so i can function a bit lol but that's only if she goes to the store for herself in those 2-4 days, and i really dont want to ask her because our relationship is weird and i think she might secretley hate me, also the aunt doesn't like buying me food unless my mom reimburses her qucikly and my mom isn't here so its not possible but she would still do it if she knew i have nothing or at least give me some of her food. though i really want to eat and stuff but also i want to lose some weight and i've already lost 2 bmi points (i was and am in the healthy bmi by the way) and look visibly skinnier :) and i was trying to lose weight anyway and failing, so i'm forced to lose weight now and i think if i keep this going it will help me continue when i get food. also its only 2-4 more days and i'll enjoy more the food when it gets here. but i'm also sick, exhausted and have fainted already. and it will get worse. so what should i do?

My boss is married and so am i but there is deff an attraction between us. I plan on ignoring it but i feel he is trying to push for something more.

I dont want to cut our friendship off though if im wrong so please look at the list below and let me know beacause they all point to different things!

- he flirts with me/ talks to me constantly

- he compliments me on my hair and appearance.

- he messages me non work things when he is on vacation with his family. Asking what im up to etc and sending photos of the beach.

- he mentions is wife a lot, always on possitive terms though.

- I said he looked cute in a photo once but he got all awkward about it (if he was into me, surely he wouldn't be?)

-he asks me personal quesions a lot. About my husband etc and what my favourate things are.

Is he just being nice?

My coworker and i flirt all the time and he messages me out side of work if we dont see eachother. He always initiates our conversation and i think generally think he likes me more than a friend. However, I've never felt bad as he always mentions his wife (always on good terms).

I just want to check he doesn't expect things to go beyond this as... he's obviously happy in his marriage, right?

I know i should have thought about this sooner and prob shut him down but he just sounds so happily married!