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This is a long story and we haven’t really spoken but I see her at gatherings

First she was nervous. She was friendly to me a few times and I was friendly back. Now she seems insecure. I saw her earlier at a library I looked at her and then she went nearby me and made out she was looking for something on this bookshelf near the table I was sitting at and then she walked away

She seems nervous but she’s doing this. She always walks near me or goes into my line of vision. What is it? Why is she doing this? My friend says she likes me but I am just curious. I’m attracted to her so yeah

"We don't have money". I first heard that when I was 9 years old. I couldn't have candy or pepsi cola or juice or something to eat at school.

This grew into a bigger problem over time. I had less clothes to wear by the age of 12. I walked with holes in shoes and one time the shoes were even openly exposing my feet and I walked like that to school in Germany. Got bullied and mobbed.

I brought this up several times to my parents and I felt either ignored, dismissed or attacked (they were toxic and abusive). I picked up on that pattern of outcome and that it's pointless to ask for new clothes, shoes and food for lunch. So I stopped asking and could do nothing but let life proceed and focus on fast forwarding my life until I could make my own money while feeling like I was set on fire from poverty. I was 15 years old when I stopped asking. I considered getting money and essentials is on me and no one else (duh!).

It also got me thinking on a secondary question. If i were to go on a date with a girl and she asks about my childhood and I say it like it is, would that send her running away from me?