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The reason why I agreed on going in the first place because my father is mentally draining, not only does he use physical force as discipline, but he is emotionally unavailable, and he just has it out for me. He drains my energy, and we don't get along. I'm usually in my room all day until he leaves for work.

I decided to come here to get away from everything else in my life. I already struggle from bullying at school, and I hate having to come home and deal with my father who is no different from my bullies at school.

I don't mind being where I am right now, it's a third world country but I don't care. The only thing I don't like is the fact that I may have to stay here for two years to get my high school diploma.

I am very behind in math's and science; I can't even do basic mental math. I know I'll be incredibly embarrassed because everyone here is at a very high academic level.

• My parents got me a tutor here and they told me today that I will be held back and will have to study to catch up. They told me I have a week left to decide if I want to continue to stay. And honestly, I don't think I have a choice, if I go back to my "real" home I think I will actually k*ll myself.

I move to Canada 10 years ago. But I feel I should move back to Korea. I didn’t like Korea because of monsoon season eating out chunk of summer fun season and people don’t have freedom what so ever but I am willing to take a risk.. I just have to act like everyone does which I hated because there seem to be no individual and freedom. But I kind of thinking maybe it will be easier acting like everyone else. Especially I need my family love. I don’t know. Canada or America is good when you are young. My friend told me that. I think he has a point. He goes back to Columbia which his family is from and try to find a boy friend there. And a woman I know moved to Ireland. I think she is descendant from it. A lot of people go back to their original country. What about you? Are you planing to leave US or Canada?