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Me and my ex [D] started as friends, met in person, and then "dated" for a while. Like I met his family and we had sex but to me it felt like a friendship. I loved him, but I don't think I was truly in love. And I don't know if he was either.

He dumped me and I agreed with him dispite initial argument and hurt. I was hurt to lose him but quickly found he meant it by being friends, which has never happened before. We've hung out and I feel okay. I've talked to his friend [P] who became my friend.

D and P and I have hung out once so far but all talk fairly often. I admittedly talk to P a lot more lately and I know I'm developing feelings. I have no intentions for at least 4-6 months to even try anything I just want to build a better friendship. Am I a bitch for how I feel?

We’ve been together for eight years and there is still a lot of chemistry and things to talk about. With that being, his parents are snobs so he has basically told me he is willing to do a private marriage but a normal marriage isn’t possible. I could never be a part of his family. He also hates my family because he feels like they take advantage of me etc so other issues too. Ultimately, we realized we have to part ways but for some reason he still gets jealous if I talk to anyone else and even when we try to stop messaging or seeing each other we only last a few days, most a week, before we somehow get sucked back in. No matter how hard I try to cut out, I get sucked back in when he messages and vice versa. He claims he doesn’t love me etc and just wants to “use” me but then anytime I am hurting or family stuff comes up he gets involved immediatly and he gets upset if I prioritize family over time with him. Is this considered a form of addiction and anyone else experience it before?