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Most women and girls these days wear makeup, contact lens, thread their eyebrows which looked the same most of the time as for dyeing their hair, it’s getting common but not extremely common due to the job they had. Most of the time when they see me, they look a while and didn’t give a shit which was a good thing, since I hated being stared at. Then at my previous job as an IT Helpdesk agent, Dorcas the marketing assistant sometimes kept looking at me. The first time she looked at me, her expression then changed to soul mood, she even looked at me from head to toe like she was comparing herself to me.

She had eyelash extensions, makeup, contact lens and dyed hair. The second time, I was in a bus waiting for the bus to drop at a specific bus stop so I can get off, that’s when I felt that someone was staring at me, when I looked up from my phone, I saw another girl. She was the same race as me, with dyed blonde hair, makeup, contact lens and threaded eyebrows. She was already glaring at me, not staring at me in a polite way. The way she stared at me was very uncomfortable, I didn’t recognise her because she was a random stranger and not someone I knew. There was a hint of jealousy from her expression. Firstly I didn’t wear any makeup, wear any contacts, thread my eyebrows to look like a Korean star and lastly I didn’t dye my hair whatsoever. And yet she was jealous of me like what the heck? Sometimes being a woman doesn’t mean I understand all women. The reasons why I didn’t put in effort to look very attractive was because: 1: I didn’t want to spend money unnecessarily. 2: I didn’t want to attract attention and 3: I didn’t want to get jealous looks.

I always thought that me not beautifying myself won’t make anyone jealous at all but still there will always be some others who wants to compare themselves to me. It seems I was extremely naive when I thought that not beautifying myself means not a single person will be jealous.

So i am kinda shocked and scared that many people on gag are ok with hating, threating, insulting etc feminists.
For example I have seen a question about the "hypocrisy towards men" that insults towards men are accepted by the so called feminists and everyone agrees with it but at the same time people in the commentsection insulted feminists which is extremely hypocritical to me. Of course men should not be insulted or get hated by crazy feminists but if you hate/insult women for being feminist then you are a hypocrite.

I know some girls like me on gag who got deaths threats, insults, and got harrassed, spammed, stalked, and our opinions got systematically disliked just because some incels thought we are feminist or just because we had some "feminist opnions".

This is why i made my account private and blocked many people. Despite blocking these people, some incels create fake accounts to harrass me again. I was even thinking about going to police. Because of this i also try to make my old (and new) posts of mine private and try to be more inactive which is difficult for me because i really like some people on gag but it harms my mental health.

(Note: i am sorry if the question offends anyone and i may delete it if it offends many people)