Do you speak with a filter or no filter?

[InvoluntaryCelibate9]

I have a lot of nasty and hurtful things I think for some reason, it could stem from constant rejection and feeling hated.. I don't know.. but I know I should restrict myself from saying these offensive things and be nice to people even if I do have these nasty thought... So that I will be liked... But then again I think that's being fake and I try to be true as possible, so I usually let all these unfiltered nasty thoughts jus spew out all over the internet, and a lot of people seem to hate me and insult me for it... I don't know if I'm doing it wrong, maybe I should hold back from saying this offensive stuff I think?

Also, does anyone else have these natural / nasty thoughts but hold them back?
Or am I not normal and most people naturally think nice things at all times?

No filter

Yes a filter

Other

[Oigit]

Really it depends on how I'm treated. I tend to let people speak for a few min before I really start talking. I am very much the kind of person that has no filter and tends to go all in. But I prefer to give people a chance to avoid that part of me. Though if people don't treat me with common curtsy and mutual respect I have no filter. To the point I might as well have a forked tongue and horns growing out of my head.

[InvoluntaryCelibate9]

Hahahha