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Its been over 6 months since our breakup
And recently my ex boyfriend popped up and said he still loves me and wants to meet me and talk
He wanted me back
But I said no

Then my ex boyfriend been messaging me everyday
Insulting me
"Ur a sl*t"
"Ur a b*tch"
"Ur ugly"
I just ignored those messages

Then he love bombed me again and saying sorry about everything he said above
And poured out his feelings from 12am to 3am

But i still said we can't be together anymore

Then now everyday he has been sending insulting rude messages again
And i tried to ignore them

He stopped the rude messages today though
didn't hear from him

Do you think he finally stopped? Or will message again?

The man I love and dated for a few months before he got sick, said months ago that he isn't sure we will ever get back together. However, he has steadily moved on to constantly hugging me, daily sometimes for hours long tickling me, random unnecessary touching my arm or my back, rubbing my neck, brushing my arms up and down the sides like he is trying to warm me up before I walk home in the cold. He refuses to let me hide my face when I laugh from him tickling me because I feel ugly and silly. Constantly tells me he thinks I'm beautiful. Something I can't belive myself. We often walk down the street holding hands or hugging as we walk. He even playfully tugs me back when I try to pull away. There are friend hugs and then there are something more hugs. I can't tell if he knows the difference. He ensures I eat and sleep, texts and calls. We bearly go a day apart or not in contact. However, he hasn't kissed me, or said he has changed his mind. It's SUPER complicated because his illness effects memory, knowing his own feelings, picking up on other's feelings, and even physical elements, therefore I'm not sure if all I stated above hints he might still be romantically interested or if I'm just wishful thinking. Sometimes I feel so foolish because logically he could be in love with me or interested in me but isn't ready for more yet because of the way things are for him health wise. Then there is a strong chance I'm just a huge fool. Any advice would be appreciated.