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okay so here's the thing. i haven't eaten in 6 days basically because i ran out of food, and i'm in the middle of nowhere right now, i dont have a car (dont have a license anyways) so its not like i can go to the store. in two 1/2 to 4 days i will get food delivered. so i won't have any food for that much longer and in total will have gone without food for a week to 9 days or so, and i feel very sick and have no energy, and feel faint and dizzy whenever i even stand up so i can't do anything. even laying down i feel sick and tired. my only calories i'm getting are from a little sweeter in tea (and only like 200 cals a day. feel better for a couple hours after when i have that, keeps me holding on a bit) and i lowkey want to really eat rn. so i could get food before that if i ask my once removed aunt that is also staying where i'm to buy me a couple things so i can function a bit lol but that's only if she goes to the store for herself in those 2-4 days, and i really dont want to ask her because our relationship is weird and i think she might secretley hate me, also the aunt doesn't like buying me food unless my mom reimburses her qucikly and my mom isn't here so its not possible but she would still do it if she knew i have nothing or at least give me some of her food. though i really want to eat and stuff but also i want to lose some weight and i've already lost 2 bmi points (i was and am in the healthy bmi by the way) and look visibly skinnier :) and i was trying to lose weight anyway and failing, so i'm forced to lose weight now and i think if i keep this going it will help me continue when i get food. also its only 2-4 more days and i'll enjoy more the food when it gets here. but i'm also sick, exhausted and have fainted already. and it will get worse. so what should i do?

Be honest.
My friends were fed up with me crying and complaining about not getting respect and people disrespecting me but I don’t do NOTHING about it and they tried helping me stand up for myself but I am too afraid. My guy best friend said, “You know what? We don’t know what to do anymore. I guess you LOVE being treated so badly do you? We tried helping you. I guess you’re too much of a coward to have self respect. You want someone to get into your face huh? Yeah you like when I get in your face don’t you? Don’t you? You wanna man to get into your face and disrespect YOU! That’s what you love.” He got in my face. Then my girl best friend said, “Yeah you LOVE when people disrespect you huh? You want people to yell at you IN YOUR FACE. You wanna be the weak ass woman that has no respect for herself? Yes I will get into your face. YOU won’t anything since YOU DON’T HAVE THE HANDS TO FIGHT!” She got in my face. They kept doing it until I screamed at them to stop and then they said, “Then start standing up for yourself then! Instead of being a coward and acting like a little girl, be a woman and stand up for yourself damn it!”
Don’t you think they were being rude for getting in my face to teach me a lesson?