This is about a girl named Leah.
So it’s like early 2022 and me and this girl named Leah admit that we like each other. Next week she comes over to kg house and we are each others first kiss. All is well for a little while. I was always very adventurous and liked to try stuff but she was nervous about stuff so she only ever let me touch her ass. As time goes on I ask if one day if we wanted to take out clothes off in front of each other. She said she wanted to wait a while. But of course my dumb ass had to keep knocking. Context I was going through a bit of an existential crisis at the time and next time she came over, I suggested we take out clothes off even after she said no. She started to get uncomfortable (I didn’t notice) and she said she wanted to go home early because her mom was making tacos. I say why. She said she wanted tacos. I end up crying into her and I say that my life sucks and her presence is what makes things better. She says she’s sorry and asks what she could do to make things better. Of course I had to give “we could take out clothes off” as my answer. This time she reluctantly agrees and she seemed nervous. But we did take out clothes off for a little bit then she soon stopped and said she was done. I get mad and stand up and grab my kid brother’s nerf gun stand and toss it across the room. She was very scared but I was oblivious. She decides to leave and then 3 days later she breaks up with me. I never give up on getting her back for months until she gets fed up with me not leaving her alone she she tells everyone about that night. She told the women in my life to stay away from me. I had to move schools and now at this school there people who know about this. And even through all that. I love her. With everything in me. I love her to death and would take a bullet for her. I know she wouldn’t do the same for me. We don’t talk anymore. I just don’t know what to do with myself now.
