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This is it! I’ve had enough. I’ve never had a girlfriend or kissed a girl, I never have proper friends. I see women stare at me, I approach or they approach. We talk, it amounts to nothing.

I went for a walk and I see ugly-attractive men with beautiful girlfriends and I keep feeling this emptiness inside.

I can’t take it no more. Is it because I’m a different race? It feels like you have to be the most attractive guy on the planet to even have a bit of interest from a random girl.

Like sometimes people have asked me, so you want kids/marriage. I’m just thinking to myself, that would require a girl that I’m actually attracted to.

How is it so easy for some people? I’m so done for.

Me & my girlfriend Amber have to together for a year. We barely have sex and I’m sexually frustrated. It really pisses me off that amber refuses and makes up excuses most of the time. When we do have sex she acts like she’s doing me a favour.

Every time we have an argument. Amber complains that she doesn’t get what she wants, and mentions that she gives me sex once a week. I know relationships are not 100% about sex. But it doesn’t make sense to stay with someone who isn’t sexually attracted to me.

Amber has a history of being a slut. She herself told me she used to date two guys at once. And for that same reason is why her and her dad didn’t talk for years. She clearly wants the dick and been around the block. So why is she acting like this?

Amber evens talks about her sex life with her ex. She complains that they barely had sex and he cheated. And how she thinks it’s abuse to not have sex with your partner.

Amber talks about marriage, wants to introduce me to her dad in a month. But I don’t think I can go through with this. I feel like I’m a simp, loser, the nice guy finishing last.

I know I’m not the best boyfriend either. She complains that I don’t text her unless I message her first. Which is somewhat true, but. I also forgot to charge my phone at night. Then when I’m at work I don’t keep my phone on me. Due to the fact that I work in a hospital. But still, that’s not reason for her to act like this.

The reason I stayed is because does a lot for me. For example, my car is in the shop and she picks me up from work whenever she has time. And cooks for me when she has food at her house.