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I feel like this is awkward situation a lot of people get out into. I love my boyfriend soooo much he's such a angel and treats me like a princess I honestly don't know how I got so lucky.

He has a extremely rich grandad and my boyfriend is very good with his money but that doesn't mean we don't struggle financially together sometimes. One day we'll see our hard work pay off especially once Papa pops as terrible as that sounds as we do both genuinely love and admire his grandparents and it's joke between us his grandads always says it to us when he knows we are down about money. He's always offering to help us but we always say no. Just makes you feel so depressed when your working your arse off everyday and still poor in the UK and then you see Becca next door with 25 kids from 25 different men getting a new TV and sports car off the councils money.

I've had the opportunity to date very rich men but they just weren't what I wanted in a partner they think because they have money nothing else matters and are extremely boring and shallow and only like me because I'm pretty and fun to be around whilst they aren't exactly anything special themselves in complete honesty.

My mum dated a millionaire before meeting my dad who at the time couldn't even afford to buy basic essentials for himself and had a 23 inch waist because he was that skinny from not being able to afford to eat much.

My mum had the same experience as me with her millionaire ex and my grandmother was so pissed at her when my mum dumped him and started seeing my dad because she married my grandad for money, she loved him but she said money helped and she always encouraged the woman in the family to marry for money whilst my mother is the total opposite.

******My Ex's Birthday is November 5th. I had a FEELING He MIGHT Try to Be More "Kind" during this Time. I admit to Being RUDE and CRUDE Before all of This After I Broke it OFF so We Sort of Stopped Calling and Talking and Messaging.(An Occasional Uncivil Email Between us. lol) However, I have been More Civil and Better Behaved lately and He is Coming around on My FB Page to Comment. Is he Trying to Butter me UP so Perhaps I will Continue the Birthday "Love Tradition" of Sending Cards and Gifts Or just Trying maybe to Get us Both on Some Same Page as Far as Our Relationship Really Stands? by the way: He still Has my Pix Up on his FB Cover and All of Our Love Messages from The Past and I am His ONLY FB FRIEND. What's your own Opinion? Any Help is Appreciated. xxoo

I've haven't spoken to her since Dec 2021. She's trying to reach me but I'm still too hurt. I consider what she did unexcusable. I'm having a hard time forgiving.

She has always gotten upset for trivial things, blown things out of proportion (ex: if you were to tell her that she dances in a unique way, she starts crying, thinking you hate her and refuses to talk to you) and goes into the ''not talking to you for a week or so'' if someone doesn't apologizes first, even if it wasn't your fault at all. She likely has borderline personality disorder; I don't know.

Flashback to last year:

Well her pride, getting upset with me for something stupid and refusing to talk to me... made her purposely miss my special day. All my family members (my father and everyone else) and friends were there, everyone but her. I needed her to be present on the most important day of my life. By not showing up, it's like she refused me, she rejected me. For me, I felt it a rejection of the highest level ever, as way ''I don't love nor care about you'' at all. I don't even believe in her previous ''I love you'' words anymore. I'm still hurt. Is my anger justified?