The naive idea to save the world, destroyed my life.. did someone had the same?

[Anonymous]

[sawno]

I destroyed my health before I could make that mistake which prevented me from doing so long enough for me to realize how big that mistake would have been. Had I been healthy in my 20's I'd have pursued politics to fix the world, realize people aren't even wanting to be saved and then I'd have given up a successful IT career in the process since i'd have been slandered by the media for bringing something that challenges the establishment.

[sawno]

Very intrigued to hear what you did though.

[Asker]

cool from you to ask it back.. well.. that mess started vague... like I remember watching grey anatomy and making me cry a lot.. because I guess I saw the world more, even yeah was fictional... after was like a incidence of closed one friend.. and so to be clear... was a illness which I can't say because it's triggering me... so someone had that.. and after a short period... I found out about the food whole thing and I started to related.. like the consequence for individual after like the illness the corporations related with food etc and you got... so like I was naive and I like I was I need to do it somethjng-.. a lot today and bla bla.. after the pollution.. after back food.. well after political pipeline after religious one.. and you get for each stage subject you get this urge to turn it upside does and fix it or save it.. and like your mind can't stop think of it.. and like there is no personal goals anymore... but also the mind gets fucked up the more and more know especially you seeing yourself you can't do much... so yes... I'm just in dillemas and freeze mode... and like yeah end up even not build any personality , careers because so preocupated with that research and solutions how to save this messed up world or maybe it was a cope mechanism

[laraWM]

The world mostly doesn't want to be saved unfortunately, people are not waiting for it

[FreyaRed]

and how?

[Daytoday79]

How?