All I know is that I woke up the next day, and I was sore down there. I don't remember anything past drinking with the two of them. I know I wasn't drugged because my brother was with us until we each went to our respective rooms and went to bed.
My instincts tell me I had sex with him, I know it wouldn't have been consensual because I love my boyfriend and I'd never ever do that. I KNOW I wouldn't.
I told my boyfriend about it and he is so upset. He thinks I seem way too calm and not traumatized by it, but that's because I don't remember it - so it's not really traumatic in that sense.
I had sex with him before I told him (it took me a few days to tell him) and he's really mad that I didn't tell him before we had sex. I talked to a dr who gave me preventative meds just in case I DID have sex and he had anything, so I knew 100% when I had sex with my boyfriend that I couldn't pass him anything. But he is still really really mad and doesn't understand how I didn't tell him sooner.
It's just something that was so hard to tell him and I don't think he understands how confused I am and that I'm still figuring out what happened myself - I don't even know for sure if we slept together, I just know that I feel taken advantage of.
Does my boyfriend have a right to be mad at me, or should he be more supportive? Should I have told him right away, or waited until I was ready like I did? PLEASE HELP it's so complicated and I don't know what to think
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