We broke up long time ago, couldn't forget him but thought time will help. Now I am engaged to someone but still have the same feelings for my ex. My fiance doesn't deserve this and I tried everything to forget about my ex boyfriend but nothing ever have worked. I blocked him everywhere since we broke up which was too long ago I can't remember when, I dont think about him at all but things remind me of him like the cars he had.. the colours he liked.. the things he used to say which sometimes I hear people say.. and everything else that I can't do anything with. I do not love my ex boyfriend, but it's about the feelings that I always get. It's like missing it.
I used to tell him that he's really close to me like he is one of my family members which no matter what happens we still got each other like a family do.. and sadly this is why I can't forget about him because I always consider him like my own family.. I really need help because I can't seem to enjoy my life not even my fiance and he really doesn't deserve it at all and I feel bad about it.. I truly feel bad that I can't help my self... anyone have any tips?
I used to tell him that he's really close to me like he is one of my family members which no matter what happens we still got each other like a family do.. and sadly this is why I can't forget about him because I always consider him like my own family.. I really need help because I can't seem to enjoy my life not even my fiance and he really doesn't deserve it at all and I feel bad about it.. I truly feel bad that I can't help my self... anyone have any tips?
