Will she accept my apologies , I feel I was rude and I Lost her but I have my reasons?

[Anonymous]

I was in toxic relationship i really feel it did ruined my mind at some point i can honestly say i feel i was under spill i feel i got toxicity from her and i became someone else back then. It took me over 9 months to get back to my old peaceful self. But... During my break up time i met a kind teacher she was kind to me and advised me to let the past go we went out 3 times i liked her and she did but i wasn't myself i blocked her after the last meeting there was no excuse for my behaviour but i felt every woman is like my ex. Now i really feel embarrassed and i feel she's very upset from me its been 4 months since then should i just leave it as is? Or apologize? And ask to see her?

[oh_k789]

If I were you, I'd unblock her and say hello to her. Regardless of me having, or having not, feelings of attachment for her.

[Asker]

I unblocked her since a time but im kinda nervous to tell her sorry

[oh_k789]

It's better if you first know what your goals are with the whole thing.
Just apologizing, or trying to rekindle a story with her?
I think it's the latter, or you would be unlikely to feel nervous.

[Asker]

I would go out with her again she improved my language as she's English teacher. And she was kind. I will contact her. Thank you