Am I wrong in this situation?

[dogman7q]

Am kinda the more emotional makes and had now 2 major breakups with girl first wasn't that bad but had focused on life thought she was no longer interested, second I she said a lot and a lot and made me feel some type of way and ended up being her chosing a job over me. I missed her a lot both time first time was about a month second time two months was in areas so I texted her talk she invited me over for food and decided to start getting freaky well she had a new man and when he showed up made a big scene and asked me to leave but every time she did she had to work her self up to be mad or she said all depressed. I finally left after hours but emotional and had other details that makes me feel she didn't want to ask me to leave rn honestly need someone else opinion and this text chat can't accommodate 😂 but I love her hard to walk away but tired of getting hurt by females I still don't want to leave it alone but I don't know I just don't know

[LazerBean]

It sounds like you have very poor judgement when it comes to women.

[dogman7q]

I follow my heart I can't help it. But rn am extremely hurt just cried to my step mom for hours and I haven't talked to her for months

[dogman7q]

I literally just woke up now 4 hours since all this went down and my heart's still raining and chest hurts

[LazerBean]

Well if you keep using your heart rather than your brain, you better get used to those feelings.

[dogman7q]

It's an internal battle that I don't know how to fight