My ex apologized to me but it didn’t seem like he wanted me back, why?

My ex apologized to me after no contact for 45 days. He broke up with me because he didn’t want a relationship. I cried and tried to ask why and he was super cold and mean. He apologized to me after no contact and I apologized to for how I reacted. It seemed like he did that for himself, for his own conscience. He didn’t mention trying again or anything. He just wanted to get that off his chest. I am very hurt because I feel unwanted all over again

My ex apologized to me but it didn’t seem like he wanted me back, why?
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