Hi everyone. My ex broke up with me a little over a month ago pretty amicably over Facetime (we are students who were on opposite sides of the world for winter break), and said she wanted to meet me when we get back to our mutual city of residence so that we could talk the breakup over in person; she also desperately wanted to remain friends, and called me a "really lovely boyfriend," among other things (her words) in the process.
The rationale she gave for the breakup was that there were a bunch of "small day to day" things that she admitted she never brought up to me, with the straw that broke the camel's back being me having about 100 fake Instagram followers, taking me from about 400 (real people) to 500 followers: she felt she couldn't trust me, even though we never had a crisis or she never mentioned me being untrustworthy beforehand.
We kept sending each other memes on Instagram for about a week after the breakup (like she requested) until one day, silence from her. I asked her if I did something or if she needed anything, and she said no, and I left it at that - there has been no contact from my side for 24 days now. However, she did like a message I sent her over iMessage on what would have been the date of our 5-month 'anniversary' a few days after I had sent it, which may mean something, but I really don't know; she has also viewed my Tiktok profile a few times.
Since the breakup, she's been posting songs to a new public playlist, which I can only imagine is a breakup playlist. They're almost entirely sad, indie love songs, like "Don't Delete the Kisses" by Wolf Alice, "Yoko Ono" by Mob Rich, "She Likes a Boy" by Nxdia, etc. - that type of stuff. She hasn't posted anything new on Instagram or anywhere else, and photos of us are still on her pages. She also added songs on the 27th (one month exactly from our breakup).
Particularly for the girls responding to this: does this playlist mean anything? I want to earn her trust back; I miss her.
