
This year I was supposed to have the greatest holidays ever as I was to spend IT with the guy I like. However, IT all got mixed up pretty badly. I caught the flu and was quite weak. Despite this, the guy convinced me to come over to his place. There he started to delicately convince me to have sex, but as I lack experience and wasn't feeling too good, I didn't want to jump head first into IT, so I stuck to my conviction that petting would be enough for now. He was dissatisfied. He started 'explaining' to me that my attitude to the physical aspects happening between two people is insufficient, that I probably won't find another Man at my Age WHO will be so patient and willing to 'help', because he only agreed to everything as I was a nice woman and he thought I deserve IT and I would be thrilled to get sex with him. I wanted to know what he actually thought about me and somehow he started being evasive talking about his need to get back up on his own two feet, that he liked me maybe, but he doesn't want a relationship right now and IT probably wouldn't go well because I'm so similar in my inability to change to his father WHO he hates that he doesn't see a future with me. How he could have any girl for a girlfriend and not necessarily me. I feel really disappointed, used and undervalued right now and I don't know how to cope with IT all. Can anyone help me?