Will he ever forgive me after I told his girlfriend about us having an affair, and then we still slept together?

beansie
We broke up cause I told his girlfriend then after about one month we started sleeping together again. He did a paper route in the early morning hours and we would meet there? We'd have passionate sex and that was it, nothing else. He was starting to feel for me again but then one night he told me to meet him early. I called him to make sure we were still on. He didn't answer so I left him a message and his girlfriend called me back. I tried to lie and say it wasn't me but she knew it was me. She kept texting me and then I finally admitted it. Then he called me and told me to go home and not wait for him cause she was with him. Anyway that brought on so much hate from him toward me. Like it was all my fault. Then a few nights ago, his friend he works with that knew about us knew we were dating and broke up, he used to be the middle man that we used to get through to each other with. Anyway he calls me and says that my ex and his girlfriend were having problems and they weren't together and that she found him cheating on her with a girl from their work some new girl. This girl was Italian, blue eyed, 30, no kids, and never married. Then I said why hasn't he called me and his friend said he couldn't trust me no more after what I did by telling his gf. Then he told me they were going out on a double date and they were getting a room for the weekend. There was going to be some sort of bachuralette party and that girl was going to spend the weekend with him. He told me the hotel and restaurant name, so I'm calling these places and there was no such reservation. Anyway then he told me that my ex was at the mall buying all new clothes and that he was a changed man and was going to start dressing up which I told he should be dressed good anyway. So by this time I'm crying all upset thinking why is he telling me this so I told him I wanted to talk to him. He called me from work and I asked him why was he working if he was going out with my ex on a date. He said they had all night. Anyway I told him I'm coming to your work don't leave I want to speak to him. So I went there and my ex was there working, This dude was gone and never had any intentions of a double date with my ex and another girl, no dinner, no hotel. My ex wasn't at the mall shopping he was at work. Well I went in anyway to confront my ex and tell him what this dude he works with said to me and did to. As soon as my ex saw me enter the door at his job he blew me off and went into the office so he didn't have to talk to me. I got some workers to tell him I wanted to speak to him. He ignored me but I was all upset and couldn't leave without speaking to him. Then a manager came by and I asked him if I could speak to him, but I didn't know that was his manager. Anyway my ex finally came out and we walked up an aisle and he attacked me with his fist and almost punched me in the face, and yelled at me for coming into his work and making a scene. But I didn't make a scene I just wanted to talk.
Will he ever forgive me after I told his girlfriend about us having an affair, and then we still slept together?
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