Does my mom love her boyfriend more than me?

Anonymous
I'm 28. My mom is 46. She just got a boyfriend who is 22. My moms a very pretty woman so I'm not surprised she has a younger guy. What kills me is my mom who I think is so pretty is being intimate with a guy younger than me. So basically she loves this guy. I'm her son and she loves somebody else's son who is younger than me more. This guy six years younger than me has my mom. This guy is also so much bigger than my mom and always picks her up and walks her around the house right in front of me. I can tell my mom gets so turned on when he does that. So the woman I'm crazy about is toyed with in front of me. At night when they are intimate it kills me. My moms tiny. She is 4'10 95 lbs. Her boyfriend is 6'4 260. She always controlled my dad. With this guy, she would never speak up. He talks to her how he wants. She becomes a submissive little mouse. I told my mom that this guy is prob cheating on her. I get slapped. My mom would never slap him. Why is my mom like this? Why is this happening? What going on?
Does my mom love her boyfriend more than me?
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