Is it weird that I love my girlfriend as my mom?

So she’s almost double my age, and I have a step mommy kink. I think she does too because I look like I could be her son, but I never told her. She also lied about her age. Claiming she’s younger, but I’m not sure why she does that? Anyways, I treat her as a step mom too. And I love her so much like a mom figure in my life. I ask her for advice and guidance on everything, and she tells me what to do. I always listen to her as well, and she always is the one in command. I tell her when I’m sick too, and she takes care of me like my mom. I love her so much. And I want to call her mommy sometimes, but I don’t want to creep her out that I think of her as a step mom, and that I have a kink for it. I haven’t introduced my family to her yet, but I hope they like her because of her age.

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Is it really weird? I know girls who do the same with their older boyfriends too.
Is it weird that I love my girlfriend as my mom?
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