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I didn't wanted this to happen! What is she thinking?

Me and my host family were having dinner in a restaurant and waited for the son. He had squash before and arrived a little later. As he arrived he greeted me and sat down next to his mom. He is two years older than me and exactly my type. He looked so damn fine being full of sweat! During the dinner I looked at him and drooled over him. I looked at him with big sheep eyes and all the dreamly. As I looked away I met the eyes of his mom. She had a neutral facial expression. For the rest of the night I felt deeply ashamed and could have just sink in to the ground from shame. It all happend
subconscious. I didn't wanted this!! Oh god I'm so sorry. What is she most likely thinking? I wanted nothing bad. I'm sorry.
I didn't wanted this to happen! What is she thinking?
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