School, 10th grade, some teacher ill, classmates are leaving, I sit outside and want to read, it is warm and sunny. She comes along. She is 2 1/2 years my senior. We have been talking for some months, almost half a year. We know each other well by now. I really like her. A lot. A big lot. Not important what words we exchanged, we go inside an empty classroom, stand side by side, look out of the windows together, talk. We say nothing important.
Suddenly she turns her head to me, rather quickly. Then slowly the rest of her body, touches my arm near the shoulder.
I am cornered.
Me thinking: "Oh no she won't, will she?"
... "Damn, *I* am the one with his back to the wall - should this not be the other way around?"
... (me stiffening up, ... no not *that* part, the rest of my body I mean!)
She saying: "Relax sweety, I got you covered!"
... panic
... lips touching, me passive
...
... me trying to palpate her lips with mine, awkwardly
...
... relief, euphoria, endorphine kick like 'runner's high'
... I get the feeling for the right pressure, mouths slightly open
... two pairs of lips dancing
...
...
... her tongue slightly touches my lips, retreats - just teasing me
... comes back
... my toungue joins hers
... I push her a little
... Her lips close around the tip of my tongue
Ok, I think you got the idea! We did NOT get interrupted and, frankly, I was too busy to have cared by now. But that episode lasted for 20min or so and I am not going to illustrate the full length... even if I actually did remember everything clearly...
But of course I do not *actually* remember every lip movement. Instead I wrote a synopsis of what I might have remembered, reconstructed or fantasised in idealisation.
The screenplay should however convey a rather accurate idea of how quick it went for me from "totally inhibited" to "riding pegasus above the clouds".
This was possible for me because I had full trust and confidence in that girl.
At some point I was just flowing through light and everything in my memory becomes blurred. She had taken so much pressure off me by simply taking that one important step and acknowledging me. It was the high you feel when a strong tension in your soul suddenly evaporates... the moment you learn that you actually passed that all important exam you thought you would certainly fail - and you passed it well. That quality it had, yet orders of magnitude stronger.
The relationship lasted for 2 years or so. We agreed to split up when she had to move to another city for her university studies. Tragic moment for me, followed by months of depression but we knew it would not make sense to try to keep it alive from that distance.
This was my only meaningful relationship so far that did end on reasonably good terms and I will still be grateful on my deathbed for that very moment she gave me.
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Wow really the very first kiss from the first girl is just like the very first kiss from the first to to tenth it's beautiful I hsve always felt the moment our mouths touch we enter each other's body's for more I get dizzy and have the most beautiful feel flow through my body I would love to be your first kisser I would get to know you and then try to melt you do you have or feel a desire to be kissed
What Guys Said
It's kinda hard to explain. It just felt like the right time. My first was in a hockey stadium in some bleachers and we made out infront of everyone.
Some guys say that kissing is more intimate than sex. I kind of have to agree you know. Kisses with other people always taste different.
That's like asking how a strawberry tastes. You just have to try it.
Literally can't even remember it was about 20 years ago
It felt like my purpose in life has just been fulfilled. It felt amazing.
It was deep and passionate our lips pressed up against each other then I push my toungue past her lips playfully lapsing her hot tongue 👅
Felt good. It felt like a passion fire running through my body.
Weird.
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