Why am I deemed not good enough? Am I ugly?

Starlala
Why am I deemed not good enough? Am I ugly?
I have been pied twice recently; one time by a colleague who chosE ANOTHR colleague over 10 years older than me over me, and secondly by my ex who wanted me back then ghosted me.
As a result i feel gross :(
Why am I deemed not good enough? Am I ugly?
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