What should I do? it hurts in my whole body?

I gave my crush 2 options either we build our career and then marry or else talk as long as possible.
He chose the 2nd option.
It clearly means he rejected me (he doesn’t have any girlfriend)? How can I move on? I’m in love with him from last 5 years. I waited for him hoping things would happen. But nothing. I feel so bad rn. I don’t know what to do. I know I should move on but whenever I try to move on he is right in there. And then it starts all over again. What should I do?
What should I do? it hurts in my whole body?
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