This is a long story but I will cut to the chase and say me and this guy I am talking about.. been friends since 2020 we met through a mutual friend that is also my guy friend.. so since then I had told this mutual friend of ours that I started to like him.. so he told me to tell him and see what happens.. so from there I told him I had liked him he was shocked that I liked him.. so from there we talked and he asked me out made it official.. we only dated two months and he told me I don’t want to date you because I don’t want to ruin our friendship.. I accepted that I went numb for a minute then to a full rage on him.. even tho we still talk and are friends.. but recently he asked me to do something freaky for him (as dumb as I am) I accepted because I’m in love with him but something in me told him to ask are we friends with benefits or are we together because in between these moments we had.. he always send me girlfriend memes that was aim towards me.. I asked him about that he said it was just funny memes.. now here’s where we get to the point.. Later that day when I asked him that question.. he told me “I'm not gonna be
able to change your outlook
it would just be a waste of
time and energy you say I
wanted to be friends with
benefits but you really don't
know what I want if you did
you would know that I
myself don't even know
what I want that's why i
couldn't finish this morning
I'm just fucking confused
because I never felt this
way or experienced
something like this a lot is
going though my head”
He told me he confused about his feelings because he never felt this feeling or experience before what you guys think he mean?
