I don't think I should be in a relationship, but I have to be?

There's something wrong with me if I'm not. I'm just "lonely" and a joke to everyone, especially with how ugly I am. But, I can't find anyone good, just a bunch of douchebags who only want to give me STDs, that includes both good-looking and bad-looking guys. I'm already getting so tired. I just want to feel okay.
I don't think I should be in a relationship, but I have to be?
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