I've been in a relationship with a guy for almost 6 months now, we get on great, but I have noticed he's changing a bit, at the beginning he was so lovely and sweet to me ( he still can be sweet) but now lately he's calling me names, pinching me, he poured ketchup sauce all over my face, poured a bottle of water on me, calls me a sl*t, tells me to shut up but it's all in a joking way. He says he's Messing and that I'm too sensitive etc. And then I think oh maybe i am? Maybe I am being to sensitive. I'm lost and feel very confused. He stills talks about his ex especially when he's drunk, and gets angry about her boyfriend (I think he still has feelings for her) he trys to make her jelaous with me all the time. I find that a bit upsetting. He gets very moody amd annoyed so easily, if I try to mess with him he'll stop talking to me and get real grumpy. He can dish it, but he can't take it. I dunno what to do. It's exhausting.
Break Up. BreakupbreakupbreakupbreakUP.
I dated a (ik take it easy lol) 64-year-old. The plus was that LDR/ online meant I was safe from anything physical like that. It also offered me enough of the time to learn how things REALLY were, and let my emotions die to him.
YOU- don't have this luxury, only SINCE you seem to be sharing close quarters with him. He won't just let you fall out of love with him, but he will give you wounds physically and emotionally on yourself, that only YOU will have to deal with later down the road after you finally leave that mess.
I don't care about the age difference- I can see that same level of masked toxicity from my ex, in that "guy pal" of yours.
Let me choose my words carefully- HE. IS. A. MONSTER.
If you still feel love and feelings for him (what you feel in affection is 100% real; what he feels is not genuine love. It's 100% fake, and only something terrible), you separating will not guarantee it's over, you may still think or wonder at times:
"does he miss me? maybe I was wrong.."
NO
you are right- and you must not kill your own gut and instinct. Your instinct WILL save you. Listen to that more than me, and don't overthink this-
any overthinking you do will be to compensate and make elbow room for him.
DON'T.
IF we are ever wrong in this life, we learn our lessons in a flash moment of an epiphany in the circumstances- SO stop trying to beat this so-called "lesson" into your brain.
Don't let him rewire your brain because IF you stay, I promise it will.
It is even scientific, that every time we do not listen to our gut, we become desensitized to our instincts and become more and MORE indecisive.
DO NOT let this happen.
This "lesson you're trying to learn " is not a real lesson and you're only trying to adopt his perspective. He's training you like his pet. That IS WRONG.
He's not a good lover, man, or owner of any kind- real pets or BDSM or whatever!
This individual DOES NOT love you. I am sorry. I feel this urgency to tell you because I feel I saved myself from something horrendous, and I don't want a sister to fall into something like that and never make it out.
I'm not jealous- fuck whoever you want.. amen to that sis lol
I want you to have true love.. If it's out there, I want YOU to have it.
I'm not making this about me or what I learned- I'll write a book if I have to.
THIS.
THIS POST IS FOR YOU.
My urgency is for you. My best wishes for you to succeed- are FOR YOU.
I get, I'm a stranger, but I see and literally read this situation, and I know the realness of it, and I know YOU are that much more REAL of a person.
I beg with my last ounce of energy. Please. Break up with that guy. I cannot read a story like this, and have in the back of my mind a knowing that someone stayed in a terrible environment, and lost who they were- their authentic wonderful, and unique self.
Plenty of men, and friends out there, sis.
Fall in love with dreams and life.
This one is TOO DAMN SHORT to be living it for someone like him. He will nevermore; neverrrrr appreciate you.
People like him DON'T change. THAT'S WHO they CHANGED INTO!
he's already a metaphorical butterfly. It's done, sis. Please.
consider these words. Hopefully, they resonate with your gut enough to jump-start you to be on your way again, like the rest of us. You're not alone. We all face loneliness and the striving and journey for dreams.
It's possible and we can do this. Just don't do THAT with HIM.
Don't settle. Don't sit out right there.
Life is a marathon; a journey. Don't sit out, right there... :[
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He’s manipulating you and using you. None of what he says and does is a joke; he meant it. Get out while you can. Have a lucky escape like his ex did!
Ok, well. I would get out of that relationship, because it might be to much to deal with for the both of you. He has trauma and lots of unhealthy issus. He might be a really good hearted guy, but all this unsolved issues making him lose control. You are not the reason for any of his outburst, he might get triggered by a few things you do. But that trigger has existed long before you came into the picture. It's all up to you what you do. But i would not risk talking to him about this face to face. Knowing myself how traumatized people can sometimes lose control and accidentally do something damaging i do believe you should break up with him over the phone. Take only with you things you have the need for and leave. I do believe it is important you tell him that this is not his fault, but you can't be his healer and punching bag. But you can be there and talk over the phone if he needs it but only of he can talk respectfully. Tell him that there is no shame in getting help, and his closest ones love him and wants the best for him. Right now "you"(him) are to broken to interact in a healthy way with the world around you. That "you" need to talk to a psychologist not because you are crazy, but because your deserve to be taken care of, deserve to be listen to, deserve to heal and get tools to understand what's going on. "You" deserve to be loved, and that can only happen if you take care of yourself, because you will be there in good and bad. But your friends might not be there if all they get is your pain in the form of anger and violence. Do yourself the favor of getting to learn a way to heal this pain. (Talking as this was you talking to him). His depression and pain is shown in form of violence and anger. I'm sad to say it will only get more violent over time if he don't take getting help seriously. It will take several months and maybe a few years till he gets better. But during this time, it's the best if he is not in a relationship. But it is important to have friends or family that helps him.
Based on what you've shared, it sounds like your relationship may be emotionally abusive. Name-calling, physical aggression (even if it's "joking"), and making you feel like you're "too sensitive" are not healthy behaviors in a relationship. It's important to remember that you deserve to be treated with respect and kindness, and that you have the right to set boundaries.
Additionally, his behavior towards his ex-girlfriend and trying to make her jealous with you is a red flag. It's possible that he still has unresolved feelings for her, and this is not fair to you.
It's important to prioritize your own safety and well-being. If you feel comfortable doing so, you could try talking to him about how his behavior makes you feel and set clear boundaries for what you will and will not accept in the relationship. However, if you don't feel comfortable having that conversation or if you feel like it won't be effective, it may be best to consider ending the relationship and seeking support from friends, family, or a professional counselor to help you through this difficult time.
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Get out. Turnaround, walk the other way, and never contact again. Police even?
It sounds like you need to walk the other way , He isn’t ready to be in a relationship, he just likes the convenience of you so in a sense you are wasting your time being with a guy like that. He clearly isn’t over his ex and that is a huge red flag that someone is just stinging you along , if he really liked you he wouldn’t be talking about his ex and wouldn’t give 2 shots about her new boyfriend , so your best bet is to move on
You're insecure and probably don't think you'll ever get anything better than him so you stick around. I know your "type" like the back of my hand. I'd still advise your Azz to run like the wind.
Yeah, you need to run and run far. I can see why she left him.
wow you really are dumb.. he's an abusive prick but you like that sort of stuff otherwise you would of left a long time ago. guess you like being abused otherwise you would of left. shows you have no self respect for yourself
Red flags flying at you. Run.
RUN RUN RUN. ASAP
End it.
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