So the thing is, I’m not desperate or anything. I don’t simp over any girls but I feel as though I still owe it to myself to make some kind of effort, in terms of my long term goal in finding a partner.
I just feel called by God to procreate and have children and I kind of can’t just push that to the side and neglect his clear vision for me.
It just won’t happen by itself. I mean I just feel as though God doesn’t reward the lazy who expect him to just bestow everything upon them.
But perhaps that is how it works. I’m not sure. Either way I suspect I’m going to have to earn God’s favor somehow.
I am going to have to make some kind of a small effort eventually.
Like if I could snap my fingers right now and have the ideal woman, than that would be pretty good.
But the fact is I haven’t really felt any sort of spark or connection with the women I’ve known in my personal life.
But I guess since there are a ton of older guys on this site, I’d like to ask them, is there still a time I could meet women later? Or would it be considerably more difficult to do so later?
