I don’t have hope to find a man who will respect me the way he should. I really don’t. I had to grapple with it. Like should I just become a hooker or not. Now i realized im so mentally far gone that I’d go with the first guy who wants me and to use me.
it sucks but it just shows how low down I’ve gone. How I’ve lost hope. It’s not just a throughly anymore. It’s just life.