I just turned 30 and I have a crush on a guy younger than me, am I going crazy?

I don't know how young he is, I don't want him to be too young like 18, 19 since I don't even want to date 20 years old. he works at japanese supermarket I like to go to

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I am a virgin by the way. i don't know why people are surprised when I tell them that. like why would you assume if people are virgin or not
I just turned 30 and I have a crush on a guy younger than me, am I going crazy?
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