Dating

I don’t know if dating is for me?

I don’t know what a healthy relationship is and I don’t know if love it something in my future.

I used to think that communication and we’re staples of a good relationship of a healthy relationship that’s what I always hear and that’s what is promoted in our media such as tv shows and social media.

Reality not so much id even argue it’s only pushed on one party more than the other. girls don’t like me they never have I don't know why maybe it’s my looks or my personality. Or everything I’ve never been the one who was wanted or I’d just screw things up.

I’m passionate and loving and intense and I never give up on the ones I love I’ll put 1000% into them sometimes to a fault. I’m 26 now and I’ve only ever had one girlfriend for barely a month. I’m scared that I’ll ruin a good relationship because of my lack of experience but no one seems to want to give me a chance from dating apps to real life.

My dream since I was a kid was always to build a family of my own one day not sure if that will happen anymore not sure if I even see love in my future anymore.
I don’t know if dating is for me?
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