Im afraid of never being enough for a girl just as im afraid of never being enough for GOD and Accepted?

[AngelHeart793]

i try to be Holy and nice and do the right things and i do and i always feel in my heart and mind i get rejected. i dont know why its just a feeling in my mind does not have to be reality. what do you think. im christian i quess.

[Anonymous]

What do you mean, "i'm Christian i quess". You either are or you aren't. There is no "quess".

And you were enough for God from your first breathe. Do not doubt that. It's a trick of SATAN that puts doubt in your mind. He cannot defeat God so he tries to do the next best thing which is drive a wedge between God and his children.

Never doubt God's commitment to you. He only wants to love you and rule over your life. Because he knows what's best for you. But you havw free will. That was his gift to you. You can choose to reject him. But mistake about it, he'll NEVER turn his back on you. God does not have bad days. He's with you in every weak moment hoping you'll turn to him. And like any good parent he doesn't want you only when you NEED him. He wants you always.

Women are a whole nother matter. God is infallible. Women most definitely are NOT. a lot of women do not even make very good choices when it comes to men. NEVER take a woman's rejection of you personal. Just shrug and move on to the next one. Eventually you're going to meet the one that recognizes your value. And it never hurts to talk to God about it. God knows what you need in a partner. And it might be just a timing thing. God might not feel you're ready for a partner yet. Or he has one in the works for you right now but she isn't quite ready for YOU right yet. Just keep working on you and keep building your relationship with God right now.

[OneViewpoint]

Yeah you're fucked. In the head and in life. No one wants anything to do with religious fanatics obsessed with magic invisible sky fairies and paralyzed with insecurities and indecision. You're gonna have a lonely life.

[AngelHeart793]

the pain is there for sure but i dont think my mind is less worth. and the main problem is i question your agnostism/atheism that says im wrong and your will is abosulte.

[OneViewpoint]

Like I said, good luck living alone in your own personal reality. How's that working out for you so far?

[AngelHeart793]

i think i can work on insecurity and indescision well?

[AngelHeart793]

being a good person and being holy ain't a crime right?

[OneViewpoint]

Not a crime at all. But people will judge you for the religion thing.