Im afraid I won’t ever find a girl that makes me feel the same?

This girl and I used to be into eachother years ago. And we connected really well, unluke i ever connected with someone. It really felt like we were just made for eachother.

We never ended up getting together, mostly because I was a bit of a chicken. We were friends for a year or two and it really was a mutual friendzone, I felt nothing for her other than friendship.

Now we hadn’t spoken for years but all of a sudden we are running into eachother when going out. And we hit it of like we never stopped speaking, everything was just the same. Apart from one great night nothing happened and I am sure she is unavailable and she said as much as that she wasn’t into me now (her behaviour sometimes shows different, but that aside).

After this I came to the realization that no girl even got remotely close to giving me the feeling she gives and ever since then I just can’t be fully into another girl as I don’t get ‘that’ feeling.

I feel bad for the girls i might ‘lead on’ because of this and I wonder if someone had a similar someone that gave them this feeling and what happened with them.

Im afraid I won’t ever find a girl that makes me feel the same?
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