Questions: Dating

Whenever we hang out ( which is 3-4 times a week), he will say that I never seem happy and never seem satisfied. He will even ask me to smile... I guess I am not happy or satisfied due to the fact that he only has time for sex. On top of that, he is the one requesting to see me 3-4 times a week and if I say I cannot, he will accuse me of going to see my "side guy"( who does not exist). Basically the reason I believe he has ghosted me is because every time we hang out, I am upset with him after.

Since he sees that I am upset, he will ask me to tell him why, I will not. I cannot even get the words out. So, I will leave upset after he pretty much begs me to tell him what is wrong before I leave. I just can't do it. When I finally am able to figure out what is wrong with me, I will text it to him but I get so embarrassed that I will just block him after I send it because I do not know how he responds ( I block him on everything not just Imessage). He has asked me what I like about him twice, I have been unable to tell him. I just sit in silence. He will say that I never seem happy... I will not say anything. He even asked me what I wanted out of the relationship and I said nothing.

I saw him last Tuesday and ended up getting upset because he had to go to the gym with his cousins and once again, I went silent. He said "If you're not happy, tell me." I said nothing for 10 minutes while he drove around to drop me off. I once again text him how I felt and blocked him on everything afterwards. I usually come back and act like nothing happened, so I had texted him asking to hang out and he agreed but I have not heard from him since.