Questions: Dating

I always found taken women so damn repulsing. I dont care if their s/o is smaller, docile or inferior in any ways compared to me.

to me taken women who still have the need to cheat and be unfaithful dont deserve anything, not even 5 seconds of attention. if they can't be fulfill themselves in their own relationship then that is their problem and should be envolving others in their mess they call life.

unfortunately taken women are the once I attract the most. in my college days I couldnt stand when taken women used to stare at me even with their cuck excuse of a boyfriend walking next to them. a few taken women in the past have even gotten flirty with me but once I found out they were taken and I told them to get the fuck out of my life they would play the victim and claim I was overreacting like a "weirdo"

lastly the girl (if we can call her that) that almost won the title as my first girlfriend back in my teen days was already taken herself. after I told her I wanted nothing to do with her she tried to cling on and use me as bread crumbs. so maybe my standards are based on ptsd. but either way if there is a cure for then I dont want it or believe I need it