I'm almost 25 and just feel like everyone's life is going so much more better for them than mine when in reality that's not true.
I'm always so hard on myself. I'm 25 and I'm buying my first house, have a amazing boyfriend, friends and family who love me very much and okayish job.
I have dyslexia and I feel like this has been a massive reason why I feel the way I feel about myself. I was always bullied in school and I just wanna show them bullies how much better I'm doing now.
Im nearly 25 and I'm still learning to drive, never been promoted at work. I feel like everyone sees me as a idoit who can't be trusted to do anything.
My boyfriend and his family are all so successful and I don't understand what they have that I don't. As soon as they walk into a job they've already been offered a management job and everyone tells them how great they are.
Whilst every job I've had I've been taking advantage of and treated badly. I never get premonitions and I work so incredibly hard. At my current work place I went for a interview and It seemed to have gone really well yet they gave the job to a guy at work whose really lazy and is on a final warning just because his girlfriend who is also lazy is high up at my work.
Everyone at work only gets promoted based off who they know not what they know. Then I had another interview and I practiced for days for it and they decided to cancel it 5 minutes before I was about to start and they never got back to me after that I gave up. I thought why should I bother and I don't want to work with people like that anyway even though I keep being told not to give up by mangers and they ask me why I don't go for promotions anymore and when I tell them why they still tell me I have a chance when I definitely don't.
Also at my boyfriend new job all the women love him and it's making me so jealous because I don't want him to find someone better than me.
