Is it my intuition or just fear?

[Anonymous]

I‘m currently in Uni and about to start my internship next month.
I‘m doing my internship in my home country, which was like my biggest dream. I am supposed to leave in like 10 days and I haven’t booked a flight yet. The past two weeks I have been having mixed feelings - like I don’t know if it’s a "gut feeling/intuition".
When I got accepted to my internship I was actually the happiest person ever.
I don’t know why I am doubting things or why I’m having this type of feeling right now. I can’t imagine cancelling the internship. It‘s literally my biggest dream. I get to spend time in my home country, which is basically like a therapy for me. Also my dad lives in my home country, so I will not be living alone. I feel like I am self sabotaging by thinking what could go wrong and I am led by anxiety/fear unconsciously.
But also I don’t know if it’s that or if it’s really my intuition?
I have been avoiding booking the ticket and I don’t know what to do. Why I am having this type of feeling? What would you do in my situation? I really don’t want to cancel the internship. It‘s my biggest dream. I don’t even have considered any other options because of that. I really don’t know what to do…

[AlidaMullakkara]

Hey, I understand. What you're feeling is the fear of the uncertainty that lies ahead. But I think your answer to that lies in the very words you've written that "it's your biggest dream" .
So don't be afraid to chase it.
Embrace whatever comes your way.
Intership is where you learn to make mistakes and take those lessons and succeed in life.
Whatever that you've done so far is for this moment in life.
I'm sure you'll be comfortable at your hometown and with family by your side.
So don't you worry.
And Good Luck ♥️

[Wise4myage]

Its just fear and that's normal to an extent. So just ignore the fear and go for it.