so I have a 21 year old sister and I’m about 14. I remember being quite insecure when I was little and would always go up to my sister, hoping she’d at least make me feel better but she was just making me feel like something is incredibly wrong with me. Here’s why:
I remember comparing myself to a very pretty girls asking my sister: is she prettier than me? My sister replied yeah. I mean. Isn’t that odd. Not to mention I was 12.
I thought she was being honest but I realized she started pretending she never said that. and anytime I wanna express my sadness and needs, she’s always telling me I’m “too crazy“ or I’m “mentally I’ll“ and she never went threw any of that when she was my age. She’d talk to 4 minutes straight on how she had everybody love her in school and nobody bullied her as if that makes me feel any better.
I remember her saying that shorter girls are better and kept telling me I’m not 5’5 even tho I went to a doctor and they said I was 5’5. She tells me I have a horrible body and it’s because of my height. and then I went to my room crying then she came to comfort me saying: don’t worry, your beautiful the way you are, move on, stop crying like boo
and the next day she was like: when did I say anything about your height? She compares my friends to girls she’s finds pretty and I’m like why.
When I was younger I used to be bullied. I came home crying expecting my sister to help me, but she said I deserved those bullies, “I mean everyone was nice to me when I was in high school“
Is this Okay?
