I feel now so strong anxiety. Please someone help me?

Sevgi
I have nightmares all the time. I've had many traumatic events in the past, frankly, no psychiatrist has helped at all. When I was a child, I had a very fanatical Muslim grandmother, he would constantly scare and threaten me with Islamic things, their traces still did not go away, my mother and father divorced when I was 1 year old. My mother always had boyfriends and we changed houses all the time. I got married 2 months ago. I'm going to another country in 1 month. I'm constantly anxious to see my family. "Will my husband forget me? Will he stop loving me in a month?"
"I have a 12-hour flight, if there is turbulence on the flight, will I be too panicked?"
there are so many stupid ideas
I feel now so strong anxiety. Please someone help me?
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