What is going on with me and my anxiety?

[Alwayreckles93]

Yesterday and today I've been feeling like just keeping to my self an minding my own business. To the point where I order groceries at walmart and I made an order for store pick up that is so not me at all. I like browsing around. Like I don't want to have conversations. Has anyone felt like this? I just want to wnjoy nature the fresh beautiful outdoors going on a walk. Anyone here had this moment? I've been playing relaxing christian music. Am I getting old? Loud noisy music gets make me irritated.

[Rosexøxø]

You probably just need a break and some blissful alone time. Recharge. Regroup.

It could be a small phase, but I don’t see why it couldn’t be a lifestyle either. Could definitely balance it as well. It’s not terrible to do the pick up orders either. That’s why they’re an option.

Seems like a good time not to be hard on yourself and definitely not a time to overreact. Can reflect, but definitely use those moments to destress. I don’t think it’s aging as much as it can be a sign towards maturing. Yeah we age, but that’s like decay. It’s not a state of mind. It’s not a set of perspectives and beliefs.

[Rosexøxø]

Just enjoy it and live it up!

[supercutebutt]

You are getting old. But so is everyone else on planet Earth. So you are not alone. :)

[Alwayreckles93]

I know I'm a grandma

[supercutebutt]

👵 👵

[Alwayreckles93]

Yes I get im a grandma and proud of it.

[Bklynbadboy12]

Your just probably mentally fatigued. It's hard to do what you do. You're mother and that alone is hard but on top of that your also a wife and your doing all of this while still staying true to you faith. I'm proud of you and being tired is normal

[Alwayreckles93]

Thank you brother God bless. You get me right on this one lol I just hear a sermon about when the Lord needs us to be alone and meditate to him. Lord just spoke to me.

[Bklynbadboy12]

He's definitely working through you and thanks for the MHO

[DJB72]

If you're like that at 30 you're gonna love your 50s...

[Alwayreckles93]

Lol Believe me I can't wait. I've been told I'm an old soul.

[DJB72]

I used to be told that a lot.

Not so much since I hit 40 though

[Alwayreckles93]

No wonder you and I get along lol. Life can be hard sometimes to fit in with people our same age category. Hey and we are both christian lol

[DJB72]

Yup. Gotta stick together 😉

[NathanDavis]

hating others all the time does take a toll in your body, mind and soul...

which is why keeps telling you NOT to do it

[Alwayreckles93]

You Sir are very wrong but I am not resentful. Ever tough about maybe The Lord needs to communicate with me. Anyway when a season of time this happens it means I need to stay alone for a while this year.

[laly520]

u need to take a break

take care of urself n rest

[OlderAndWiser]

Perhaps you are starting to become ill?

[Alwayreckles93]

What exactly are you referring ill?

[OlderAndWiser]

Sometimes, people get more irritable when they are physically ill.

[Alwayreckles93]

For some reasn I just want time in nature and meditation with God.