Am I the only one who views life this way?

Someone I knew from my hometown was killed last night. She did hair. Very talented she was humble and she was going to make it out. And a bullet stopped her. I haven’t talked to her in years but this puts me in a existential state. I never saw this happening to her. I’d this just her story? We were the same age I just didn’t see this happening. It makes me think on life. I always think about the future. Everyone’s outcome. If her story ends like that or could end so Abruptly what may happen to mine? My family? Anyone could just die and I know it seems obvious to state but it just seems so close now. Do u get what I’m saying? Like she wasn’t even 22 yet. She had more to add. Why do I feel so uncomfortable and scared now? I never looked at death as something that would happen during my development saltsge. I’m close to graduating but what if something happens? Then what?
Am I the only one who views life this way?
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