I've always saw myself as "conventionally unattractive" & i have noticed that when I lived by most female neighbors that most of them got very irritated & annoyed when we encountered each other
Eye rolling & their mouths "twisting" to the opposite side & sometimes sneering
& I've noticed that anytime I would talk to my own people these same neighbor girls would smirk & rolls their eyes or "sigh" but very exaggerated when I'm talking to my people