Why am I so jealous of my friend having a second baby but I’m happy for her?

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Okay so I have a friend who is going to be 30 I next year in January and she is married to the man of her dreams and has a beautiful four year old son. She just announced that she’s having another baby. Everyone is happy for her. Well most. I am very happy for her, but I can’t help feeling a bit jealous of her, well envious. I’ve been hurt in my dating life and very frustrated. My ex boyfriend dumped me because I’m very tall (6’4” yea I am a FEMALE born) and he told me why couldn’t I been shorter and couldn’t do it anymore. Most guys ditched me and on a date, this one guy said he had to go to the “bathroom” but hasn’t came back in 15-20 minutes.
I want that love friend has and and she’s been with her husband for 9 years total (6 years married). My friend is 5’5 so it’s easier for her to get a man because most men don’t like tall women. Her husband is 5’9”. How can I stop feeling jealous of my friend. She has what most women want.

Why am I so jealous of my friend having a second baby but I’m happy for her?
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