Is it bad that I find my husband mom a mother figure?

I call her mom and she is like a mom to me. She is the first woman ever to show me the definition of mother since my bonus mom passed away. My mom never gave a crap about me and thought doing for me was the definition of a mom. She physically abused me also in other forms as well. She don’t like that I call my husband mom my mom. I’m still that little girl who has always been searching for a mom. I have always felt abandoned and alone

Is it bad that I find my husband mom a mother figure?
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